INSIDE
OUT & BACK AGAIN
By
Thanhha Lai
BIBLIOGRAPHY:
Lai, Thanhha. (2011). INSIDE OUT & BACK AGAIN. New
York: Scholastic. ISBN 978-
0-545-50897-1.
0-545-50897-1.
PLOT
SUMMARY:
Inside
Out & Back Again is a novel in verse consisting of four
parts, detailing the year that Há and her family were forced to flee their
beloved homeland of Vietnam for a strange new life in Alabama. Part I: Saigon
tells of her life with her brothers and mother as they live life not knowing
the fate of their father who disappeared many years before. It also describes
their plans and fear as they escape the communist take-over of Saigon. Part II:
At Sea details the deprivation and hardship the family endures aboard a navy
ship bound for Guam and eventually for the United States. Part III: Alabama
tells of Há’s new life in America and the difficulties she and her family have
learning English and adjusting to this strange and foreign environment. Part IV:
From Now On leaves the reader with a sense of hope for the future as Há and her
family make friends, adjust, leave their old life behind, and embrace the
coming New Year, but tinged with a sense of sadness for what was left behind
and for the father who did not return from the war.
CRITICAL
ANALYSIS:
The novel begins in Saigon in 1975. It is Tết,
February 11, the first day of the lunar calendar. Há’s mother visits the I
Ching Teller of Fate (p.4). Every new
year Mother visits/the I Ching Teller of Fate./This year he predicts/our lives
will twist inside out. This is where we begin to see the desperate situation
that faces this family. On page 11, Há’s best friend TiTi is
fleeing Vietnam with her family. Her brother explains: They’re heading to Vững Tấu,/he says,/where the rich go/to flee Vietnam/on cruise ships. On page 12 we
learn of Há’s father who disappeared on a navy mission nine years before. Há’s
mother prepares an altar for him, offering fruit, incense, tuberoses, and rice
and chants for his return. By March 21, the Americans have gone, the communists
are close to taking Saigon, the prices of daily necessities have gone up, and
the sound of bombs in the distance fills the night (p.18). By April 17 Mother
and brothers Quang, Khôi, and Vu have decided that they must leave Vietnam.
Family members have made arrangements for passage out of Vietnam (p.44-45).
The Fall of Saigon occurs on April 30. Part II of
the novel describes the plight of the Vietnamese refugees. They are crammed
into tight spaces with very little food or water and have to use the bathroom
over the side of the ship. On page 88, the food rations have been reduced to ½ a
clump of rice twice a day and only 1 cup of water per day. It isn’t until May
24 that an American ship arrives with fruit, water, noodles, biscuits, canned
fish and more! They arrive in Guam on May 28 and live in a tent city
(p.96). What makes it all more bearable
is the arrival of cases of fish sauce. Someone/should
be kissed/for having the heart/to send cases of fish sauce/to Guam (p.
100). Tellingly, it is on July 4 that
the family must choose which country to make their home. Mother’s first choice
is France, while others go to Canada, but Mother’s mind is changed when someone
whispers: Choose America,/more
opportunities there,/especially for a family/with boys ready to work (p.106).
They arrive in Florida and live in another tent city
until they are sponsored by an American. They watch as other families leave for
different homes. It isn’t until Mother puts “Christians” on their application
that they finally find a sponsor (p.108). Part III: Alabama details the difficulties the
family has adjusting to their new home, strange ways, strange food, learning
English. On page 123, Há relates just one of the humorous episodes of trying to
learn English, She choose-s/He refuse-s/
I’m getting better/at hissing/no longer spitting/on my forearms. The most
laugh-out-loud scene is on page 129 as Há attempts to read and understand the
sentence Jane sees Spot run. She looks up each word in the dictionary:
Jane:
not listed
sees: to eyeball something
Spot: a stain
run: to move really fast
Meaning: __________eyeballs stain move.
sees: to eyeball something
Spot: a stain
run: to move really fast
Meaning: __________eyeballs stain move.
Another example of the difficulty of learning
another language and not understanding a culture is on page 134, To make it worse/the cowboy explains/horses
here go/neigh,neigh,neigh,/not hee, hee, hee. No they don’t./ Where am I?
She endures nonstop bullying and teasing from her
classmates and has to resort to eating candy in the bathroom during lunch time.
One side of the cafeteria is for white students and the other side is for black
students. So, where does she fit in with her black hair and olive skin? Both
laughing, chewing,/as if it never occurred/to them/someone medium/would show up
(p. 143). She is prodded by her
teacher to recite the ABCs and the 123s and the class claps at her
accomplishment. But she is angry and
humiliated: I’m furious,/unable to
explain/I already learned/ fractions/and how to purify/river water./ So this
is/ what dumb/feels like (p.157). The teacher, with no malice intended,
shows the class gruesome images of the Vietnam War to tell about where Há is
from. There is so much more to the country and the people. What about the lush
beauty, the papaya trees, the traditions and holidays? Há, feeling so
despondent and out of place says, No one
would believe me/but at times/I would choose/wartime in Saigon/over/peacetime
in Alabama (p.195).
Part IV: From Now On highlights the need for the
family to let go of their old life and accept the loss of their father and
husband. Há begins to build a new life and make friends. Her Mother has brought
a tin of flower seeds that Há and TiTi gathered in Vietnam. It now becomes the
perfect gift for her new American friend “Pem” (p.246). Finally, the new year of 1976 begins, the
Year of the Dragon. Mother predicts the coming year: Our lives/will twist and twist,/intermingling the old and the new/until
it doesn’t matter/which is which (p.257).
AWARDS:
National Book Award for Young People’s Literature
Winner 2011
Newbery Honor Book 2012
REVIEWS:
Booklist
Starred Review: “After her
father has been missing in action for nine years during the Vietnam War,
10-year-old Hà flees with her mother and three older brothers. Traveling first
by boat, the family reaches a tent city in Guam, moves on to Florida, and is
finally connected with sponsors in Alabama, where Hà finds refuge but also
cruel rejection, especially from mean classmates. Based on Lai’s personal
experience, this first novel captures a child-refugee’s struggle with rare
honesty. Written in accessible, short free-verse poems, Hà’s immediate
narrative describes her mistakes—both humorous and heartbreaking—with grammar,
customs, and dress (she wears a flannel nightgown to school, for example); and
readers will be moved by Hà’s sorrow as they recognize the anguish of being the
outcast who spends lunchtime hiding in the bathroom. Eventually, Hà does get
back at the sneering kids who bully her at school, and she finds help adjusting
to her new life from a kind teacher who lost a son in Vietnam. The elemental
details of Hà’s struggle dramatize a foreigner’s experience of alienation. And
even as she begins to shape a new life, there is no easy comfort: her father is
still gone.”
Publishers Weekly Starred Review: “The taut portrayal of Hà’s emotional life is especially poignant
as she cycles from feeling smart in Vietnam to struggling in the States, and
finally regains academic and social confidence. An incisive portrait of human
resilience.”
Kirkus Reviews Starred Review: “The
taut portrayal of Hà’s emotional life is especially poignant as she cycles from
feeling smart in Vietnam to struggling in the States, and finally regains
academic and social confidence. An incisive portrait of human resilience.”
CONNECTIONS:
The author reading from the novel in verse: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KEkjwu2WEIA
Vietnam for kids: http://kids.nationalgeographic.com/kids/places/find/vietnam/
Vietnam War for kids: http://kids.yahoo.com/reference/encyclopedia/entry?id=VietnamW
Author information: http://www.harpercollins.com/author/microsite/About.aspx?authorid=36544